Pawel Relowicz, 28, changed his mind about meeting Lisa Squire as part of a restorative justice program. Ms Squire, who was only informed of the cancellation a week ago, told BBC Breakfast: “We can’t find any evidence that (an appeal) has happened so far. “The police haven’t heard anything, neither has the probation service or my correctional justice officer – so I’m not sure, really.” The married father-of-two and a butcher murdered the 21-year-old student when he attacked her while she was out with friends. He raped her in a field before dumping her body in the River Hull in the early hours of February 1, 2019. He was jailed in February 2021 for a minimum of 27 years. “I want to know how he died” When asked why she wanted to ask Relowicz, the Hull University student’s mother told the BBC: “It’s about being in the same space as the person who was last with her. In an ideal world, I’d like her to tell me how she died because we don’t know, and it’s a question that doesn’t leave me.” Saying she didn’t think she would say how she died, Ms Squire said: “It’s more to me how she felt when she got into the car. Was she obviously warmer? Was she chattering? Was she quiet? Was she crying, or wasn’t she crying? All these little questions that just eat at me.” She added: “If I haven’t done my best to find out, then I just don’t feel like I’m doing my job properly as a mother.” Image: Pawel Relowicz, who murdered Libby Squire, was responsible for at least nine sexual offenses against women She plans to talk to officials in about six months to see if Relowicz will finally meet her, and she believes it will happen because “I’m not going to give up.” Mrs Squire, from High Wycombe, Buckinghamshire, said the idea of ​​appealing filled her with “terror” but was confident there was no new evidence in the case. She feels that her daughter’s killer has been “reluctant” to talk to her since she agreed to the meeting, as she wanted to know what questions he would ask and also state which ones he would answer. Image: Libby Squire. Photo: Libby, are you home yet? Sky and Candor Productions Non-contact sex crime history Before killing Libby Squire, Relowicz had a history of non-contact sex crimes, including voyeurism. Mrs. Squire feels it is her job to do what she can for her murdered daughter, which includes finding answers to how she died and also preparing herself if her other children ask questions about it in the future. He told the BBC: “I’m never going to have the whole picture. By not seeing him at the time, when I found out, I felt like I had let her down again. “I felt as if I had failed to see him.”